Thursday, 16 October 2008

Judgement

Yes, he gave them free will, but not us. Not we who were created only to serve, to trumpet his glory in his choir, who were not provided with a real life, with a real existence. Our purpose was not to experience life; it was to experience him.

So yes he gave me a sense of identity and individualism. And for that, perhaps I should be grateful.

Then again perhaps not. Because once again, he gives with one hand and takes with the other. While I was created as an individual, I was not allowed to stray from his specific path. And I did stray, for which I was cast out forever. Is that not the cruelest fate for a sentient being?

Does that not make him the cruelest of judges?